saturday night, and the world spins on, indifferent. i have no intention of going out or putting in any effort towards social interaction. every interaction these days seems like a test. each moment assigns itself a plus or minus. i say a joke +1, i struggle with eye contact -1, i don’t fuck up my eyeliner +1, i complain about my job -1 -1. every moment i’m counting, calculating if the value makes me negative or positive. sometimes i think i’m losing it. what if i missed a number, miscalculated the numerical value of my actions. people keep tell me to be more positive and i tell them i’m trying. it’s all just math i say.
Dude!!! No idea what I was expecting based on the title, but this was a wonderful surprise. Cool artist (new to me!) and cool information 🤔 food for thought...
gotta get my own life-brain-web edited and in order...
“brain cell mass suicide”—that I can relate to, feels like what happens when I sit through lectures for hours…
I do the same mental math in social situations. I'd rather me a spider and have people go out of their way to avoid me.
too real
"get handed a glass of wine that costs more than my self esteem" 😂
beautiful
thank you!
Dude!!! No idea what I was expecting based on the title, but this was a wonderful surprise. Cool artist (new to me!) and cool information 🤔 food for thought...
gotta get my own life-brain-web edited and in order...
glad you enjoyed it!
Definitely relate to social calculations, too... maybe not always so viscerally, but it's there in the background.
Recently tried to explain to my mom that eye contact with a stranger initiates a pokemon battle with serious psychic repercussions. LOL
too real
really nice
thanks !
Are you destined to me an only child !? Why in a deep mood would you indulge in spider art ?